experimentz

Think about it.

aparna bajaj — Fri, 30 Sep 2011 12:47:11 +0000

The less it is possible a thing can be the more it must be.

The less forgivable an act , the more it must be forgiven.
The less lovable a person , the more u must find means to love him.

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Cheers to the bombay world!!

aparna bajaj — Thu, 30 Jul 2009 23:53:47 +0000

I dont exactly know why I am writin this or what i am going to write..but i had to..
its been a long time i had written something and staying away from it makes me quite restless..so here goes..I want to write something happy..lets look at it..I have left another place…temporarily closed a chapter of my life..and the best thing about it is I have all lovin and happy memories about it..no grudges..no hatred..no fights and no sadness…cheers to the bmby world !!!

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My friend is dead..

aparna bajaj — Thu, 25 Jun 2009 18:19:05 +0000

i have wanted to write this for quite some time..but death is difficult to accept.However i take courage to write this..and mark it as an end to relationships which could not really take a good shape..holding on or letting go..its a difficult decision to make..and whatever you decide..both give a lot of pain..ill just be as brief as possible and face the end to things which were beautiful but not everlasting.From now on..it remains a happy memory and whenever i will think of it..i will recall the good times we had ,rather than things which ruined it.

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dharti abhi bhi ghoom rahi hai…

aparna bajaj — Wed, 15 Apr 2009 08:52:13 +0000

dharti abhi bhi ghoom rahi hai…

shayad uss din mai ro na paata
apni dil ki iss kamzori ko samajh na paata
woh saare pal yaad na kar paata
agar tum milne aa jaati..

shayad shaam dhal na paati
sard hawaain tham si jaati

suraj shayad bujh na jaata
chaand falak mein kho na pata

narm ghaas par lete lete
shayad uss din mai ro na paata

dard nazar se bayaan na hota
gamon ka baadal phoot na paata

agar tum milne aa jaati
magar tum nahi aayi

aur suraj doob gaya
chaand bhi nahi aaya
sard hawayein tez ho gayi
waqt na jaane kitna beeta
kushk zamana kibz mei jeeta

duniya beshak tham gayi thi
dharti abhi bhi ghoom rahi thi..

written by Abhinav Kimothi, my school friend..

I so love this poem and want all my readers to read it that i am putting it here.Let me know what effect it has on you after you’ve read it..

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Madhouse, PartI

aparna bajaj — Fri, 10 Apr 2009 09:22:24 +0000

Four people(girls might not be a very correct and accurate description) get a job in the same firm,Deloitte and land up sharing the same apartment coz mumbai is an expensive place and living alone is not very affordable. Then begins a foray into realms of total madness as one tries to outshine the other in being as twisted as possible…

pragya : kitne banahe aate hai isse..kahan se aate hai aise bahane

pooja : arey chhodo yaar isko lekar hi nahi jayenge, jab yeh bolegi plzzzzzz le chalo tab bhi nahi le jayenge..aise logon ko chhod dena chahiye.

pragya : yahi toh yeh chahti hai

aparna : yaar chalo yaar..ab joote bhi pehen ne padenge kya?

pragya : meri heels pehen le

pooja : chalooooooooo yaaaar :X

Finally we all leave.the home keys are forgotten by all. One of them asked the other to carry it and in the end all forget ..

aparna : keys nahi li maine :-O

pooja : pragya tujhe kaha tha na isne..

pragya : kuchh nahi hota..aaj baahar ruk jayenge (as calm as she can be,totally oblivious of how serious it is..as usual )

aparna : subhah bai aayegi tab ghar ke andar jaa sakte hai..tab tak baahar (not a big deal,stayin out in the night is very normal for her )

pooja : khusbhoo keys courier karegi toh kitna time lagega..usse pooche woh vapas aa sakti hai ? (she left for jaipur in the evening.)

aparna : we should make use of this opportunity..lets maaro a niteout..????

pragya : abhi chalo yaar aakar dekhenge..

aparna : yaar yeh situation ki seriousness kyu nahi samajh rahi ?!?!?!

pragya : arey chalo yaar..

pooja : woh galat direction hai yaar…we are stuck outside..koi samajh kyu nahi raha..paagal ho jaungi mai(she believes her sanity quotient is the highest of us all,little does she know.. )

aparna : koi scope bacha hai kya???

pragya : aaj poori raat lagta hai park mei rehna padega

pooja : haan dheere dheere bhagenge thak gaye toh, rest karne ke liye ghar bhi nahi hai

aparna : aur pyaas lagi toh..paani bhi nahi hai..

After some time..

pragya : wow..kal laddoo ko bataungi..aadha ghanta bewkoof banaya tum dono ko (she had the keys)

but it is Pragya, its so expected of her to forget everything..how did she remember the keys??????

aparna : subhah tak tu yeh sab bhool jayegi

aparna, pooja, pragya : hahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!

Posted in arbit

aparna bajaj — Thu, 26 Mar 2009 13:42:08 +0000

I like inflicting pain on others..i do..its gives me pleasure to think i have this power over them..I have the power to hurt them…not many people have that power over me..but then these ppl know I love them the most too..otherwise why would I care..We hurt most the ones we love the most

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aparna bajaj — Thu, 26 Mar 2009 13:32:24 +0000

Something has gone wrong with my head.Its questioning almost everything in my life.Though I like the process but its very painful and has cost me a lot of things.My peace of mind,my sleep and most importantly myself.How will you feel if suddenly you realise that the very basis of your existence was just a mere figment of your imagination.It is no where close to the real world and now that you realise it you dont know what is the right word for it..shattered , bereaved or maybe realization , enlightment ?? I am not very fond of this.I again want to believe that “Ignorance is Bliss”.

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Not so true..sooo true!!!!

aparna bajaj — Fri, 26 Dec 2008 23:16:37 +0000

The ultimate pleasure of love is not when both the persons love each other,its when one person ignores and the other person continues loving till the end!!!

Do you want me to believe this???? selfless, unconditional love…what crap..this is stupidity.

Who came up with this idea..i hate that man..no no i love him…ok fine..agreed its true..love has got to be unconditional..Damn how much do they expect us to understand..

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He is always there…

aparna bajaj — Fri, 26 Dec 2008 07:17:32 +0000

He has always been with me.Just that I realize it only when I am in deep deep shit.I am sure he wonders what a foolish girl I am and then he has no choice but to make me realise that I need not worry so much and that he will look after me.I know I am not stupid but I give him all the reasons to think so.Yet he accepts me and pulls me through.He always has.

Sometimes things dont work out.No matter how hard I try.Then it is time to let go.Its time to let him take control.He is the best judge and I dont like fighting with him.He has always done the best possible for me.I know this time too he will take me through.And the best part is he lets me try.Try my best.He will be around but will not do anything.He will patiently wait for me to do all that I can.But sometimes I fail.Then he just walks into and everything is fine.

Maybe I am not giving it my best right now and he still wants me to try.But God I have tried.I seriously have.Its time for you to take control.I am giving up.Hello???? Are u listening?????

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Redefine…

aparna bajaj — Thu, 11 Sep 2008 17:46:08 +0000

A new place, a new world and a new definition. A new definition for everything , goals dreams and even myself. Trying to fit myself in the new life and sometimes trying to fit the new life in me.